Tuesday, November 21, 2006

 

张学友 - 暗恋你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=81RA-ilJkXk




Is one ever too old to feel this?
ePing says "Its complicated".

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

 

千里之外

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TyckVX-X38



千里之外
周杰伦 & 费玉清

(周)

屋檐如悬崖 风铃如沧海 我等燕归来
时间被安排 演一场意外 你悄然走开
故事在城外 浓雾散不开 看不清对白
你听不出来 风声不存在 是我在感慨
梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开
那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆

(费)
我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生 去等待

(Rap)
闻泪声入林 寻梨花白 只得一行青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我两鬓斑白
闻泪声入林 寻梨花白 只得一行青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我等你来

(费)
一身琉璃白 透明着尘埃 你无瑕的爱
你从雨中来 诗化了悲哀 我淋湿现在

(周)
芙蓉水面采 船行影犹在 你却不回来
被岁月覆盖 你说的花开 过去成空白

(费)
梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开

(周)
那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆

(费)
我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱

(周)
我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在
琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生

(费)
我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白
沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱

(周)
我送你离开 天涯之外
你是否还在 琴声何来

(费)
生死难猜

(合)
用一生 去等待

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ePing says beautiful song. Can't help replaying it over and over again...

Monday, October 02, 2006

 

I am back! Wahahahahaha...

Been a while since I last touched this page... Hmm... Should I?
Ok ok. for those who may have the slight interest in my life, *hiak hiak...* I just got to say, "Same shit, different day".

New job new beginnings?
I am proud to say, I'VE MOVED ON! My new job title says "Project Administrator". Hmm... think 'gloried and highly paid admin assistant.' *Big Wide Grin* think 'all female working environment' *Bigger Wider Grin* think 'I'm happier here' *Biggest Widest Grin* A tad early for that statement since I'm only 2-ish months old here but oh well, since I'm already in, might as well make the most out of it right?


That's it, 7 months of hiatus and this is all I can offer... So far lah. Let me get crank up that rusty brain of mine 1st ok? Cheers babes and dudes...

ePing's mood for the day: 'grouchy old man'. cos I got off work late and mozzies are attacking my legs now. *damn*

Monday, March 13, 2006

 

motivation...

mo·ti·va·tion
1a. The act or process of motivating.
1b. The state of being motivated.
2. Something that motivates; an inducement or incentive.


I need some... Someone point me the way to get some can? I have goals in life. Been doing a bit of thinking recently, I know what I want and what I need NOW... But ironically, I still can't get my butt off the chair and work on it.

Recently my mood has became very much yoyo-ish. One moment I can be very very happy, the next, I'm machiam in depression like that. Too much on my mind I reckon. This is not healthy, I need a break... Desperately.

*sigh*

Sunday, March 05, 2006

 

more and more and more decisions...

I hate making decisions. I'll end up screwing up everything in the end.
Don't be mistaken, I am a man who is confident about myself. Well almost everything...




Except on my own personal life. I can't decide what I want, what I need and what should I be pursuing.
School.
Went to the career fair on friday, my options now have been slightly widen.
- PSB Academy (Uni of Western Aust - Commerce, 2Yrs 3Mths)
- MDIS (Uni of Bradford - Biz Computing, 3Yrs)
- Uni SIM (Various Biz and Computing Degs, in general 4Yrs)
- SIM (same as Uni SIM, 3-4Yrs)
All of them gonna have open houses in the next few weeks and classes will start in july or so. *sigh* god help me please... I really really cannot afford to screw things up further. I'm already 25 and still nothing to my name... Show me a sign, pls... ok?

Romance.
Should I be even thinking about that? I am like a lost sheep seeking my guiding star. My mum says I'll need a special someone to change my current life. I agree too, "You want to sponser me 10k to find a nice Vietnam girl?" I asked... *lol*
No, I am not desperate. After all I've been single all my life, all 25 years of it. Maybe things have changed, perhaps I'm desiring companionship... Long story, maybe I'll bitch about it again next time...

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One thing at a time my buddy and my jie jie advices. Oh well, wish me luck. *fingers crossed* =)

Thursday, March 02, 2006

 

S.H.E - 不想长大

不想长大 by S.H.E

为什麼就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花
为什麼遇见的王子都不够王子啊
我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马
我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话
为什麼幸福的青鸟要飞的那麼高
为什麼苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药
我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕
我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃

我不想我不想不想长大
长大後世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
已经变得不像他

我不想我不想不想长大
长大後世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
怎麼会爱上别的他

为什麼水晶球里面看不出他在变
为什麼结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡
但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
为什麼对流星许愿却从来没实现
为什麼英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
我当然知道这世界不会完美无瑕
我只求爱情能够不要那麼样复杂

让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好

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Can I can I? If only I can turn back time...

 

fated or f*cked?

Fate fate fate, this word has been ringing in my head this couple of days. What is it?

Spoke to a good friend today about fate. She thinks that life is about fate and is predestinated. Alamak! If I were to believe in this, I think by now I'll lose all hope in life. I had my palms read once when I was younger. The fortune teller told me I'll have a pretty decent life, BUT he added it'll be a rather short one. Apparently, the 'lifeline' on my left palm indicates that. Oh boy, I'm already 25 years old. Does this mean I'm gonna die soon? Oh no... then I better blog and bitch more then. My only consolation was that he did mention that as life carries on, things will change, so will the lines on my palm... Hmm... maybe I should just take a sharp pen knife and crave some length into my 'lifelines'. *lol*

So what is fate? Fate is a dirty 4 letter F-word to me. So is F*ck. Coincidential? Nah... Life's a bitch but I ain't going down on it.

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Dammit, today supposed to sleep early but my colleague had to drag me into a MSN orgy. *lol* panda mode ONZ!

Monday, February 27, 2006

 

decisions decisions decisions...

Question: Why are there so many many decisions to be made in life?
Answer: Cos life ain't that simple silly boy...

Over the past few months I've been thinking about one thing. (Disclaimer: No, it ain't about sex, it ain't girls... ONLY)

My Education!

Of course, for those not in the know, I'm a proud graduate from
NgeeAnn Polytechnic with a Diploma in Mechanical Engineering (I'm not too sure if the school IS proud of me thou...) Anyway, the problem is, I am never cut out for engineering so I found myself a job doing IT Desktop Support.

Here's a simplifed version of my job scope. Shit, more shit, really more shit and just an everest of shit BUT but but the strangest of all strange things is... Me, the ex-ah siah kiah actually got all nice and comfy in the big pile of poop poop. Comfort zone if that's the correct term to be used.

Monday comes, stressed out from 9am - 7pm daily (actually most of the time wayyyyyyy later), Leave all the poop behind and go home. Surf surf surf, eat dinner, koonz. And so the vicious cycle goes on tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday all for $X/mth. Enough to pay some bills at home, give a little pathetic 'allowance' to my mum and aunt with some spare cash for myself...

Then one fine day, it hitted me.
Question: Am I gonna be like this all my life? Am I happy? Do I need to move on?
Answer: ... ...

So how? I need to study. To pick up where I last stopped, improve myself and to move on in life so as not to wallow in self-pity or be in denial. Talk is cheap so says my friends. NATO - No Action Talk Only is me.

So... What Time Is It? - Tak Chek loh...

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side note: damn its 4am and I'm still bitching about on my blog. ok bed time *lol*

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