Monday, February 27, 2006
decisions decisions decisions...
Question: Why are there so many many decisions to be made in life?
Answer: Cos life ain't that simple silly boy...
Over the past few months I've been thinking about one thing. (Disclaimer: No, it ain't about sex, it ain't girls... ONLY)
My Education!
Of course, for those not in the know, I'm a proud graduate from NgeeAnn Polytechnic with a Diploma in Mechanical Engineering (I'm not too sure if the school IS proud of me thou...) Anyway, the problem is, I am never cut out for engineering so I found myself a job doing IT Desktop Support.
Here's a simplifed version of my job scope. Shit, more shit, really more shit and just an everest of shit BUT but but the strangest of all strange things is... Me, the ex-ah siah kiah actually got all nice and comfy in the big pile of poop poop. Comfort zone if that's the correct term to be used.
Monday comes, stressed out from 9am - 7pm daily (actually most of the time wayyyyyyy later), Leave all the poop behind and go home. Surf surf surf, eat dinner, koonz. And so the vicious cycle goes on tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday all for $X/mth. Enough to pay some bills at home, give a little pathetic 'allowance' to my mum and aunt with some spare cash for myself...
Then one fine day, it hitted me.
Question: Am I gonna be like this all my life? Am I happy? Do I need to move on?
Answer: ... ...
So how? I need to study. To pick up where I last stopped, improve myself and to move on in life so as not to wallow in self-pity or be in denial. Talk is cheap so says my friends. NATO - No Action Talk Only is me.
So... What Time Is It? - Tak Chek loh...
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side note: damn its 4am and I'm still bitching about on my blog. ok bed time *lol*
Answer: Cos life ain't that simple silly boy...
Over the past few months I've been thinking about one thing. (Disclaimer: No, it ain't about sex, it ain't girls... ONLY)
My Education!
Of course, for those not in the know, I'm a proud graduate from NgeeAnn Polytechnic with a Diploma in Mechanical Engineering (I'm not too sure if the school IS proud of me thou...) Anyway, the problem is, I am never cut out for engineering so I found myself a job doing IT Desktop Support.
Here's a simplifed version of my job scope. Shit, more shit, really more shit and just an everest of shit BUT but but the strangest of all strange things is... Me, the ex-ah siah kiah actually got all nice and comfy in the big pile of poop poop. Comfort zone if that's the correct term to be used.
Monday comes, stressed out from 9am - 7pm daily (actually most of the time wayyyyyyy later), Leave all the poop behind and go home. Surf surf surf, eat dinner, koonz. And so the vicious cycle goes on tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday all for $X/mth. Enough to pay some bills at home, give a little pathetic 'allowance' to my mum and aunt with some spare cash for myself...
Then one fine day, it hitted me.
Question: Am I gonna be like this all my life? Am I happy? Do I need to move on?
Answer: ... ...
So how? I need to study. To pick up where I last stopped, improve myself and to move on in life so as not to wallow in self-pity or be in denial. Talk is cheap so says my friends. NATO - No Action Talk Only is me.
So... What Time Is It? - Tak Chek loh...
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side note: damn its 4am and I'm still bitching about on my blog. ok bed time *lol*
周杰伦 - 开不了口
开不了口 by 周杰伦
才离开没多久就开始 担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你 想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样 还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你 想你想的都会笑
没有你在我有多难熬 (没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层 我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到 你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口 让她知道
我一定会呵护着你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔没 让你知道
安静的听你撒娇 看你睡着 一直到老
就是开不了口 让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够 远远看着
这些我都做得到 但那个人已经不是我
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Ever had this kinda feelings before...?
This is what T've been feeling and it sucks.
才离开没多久就开始 担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你 想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样 还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你 想你想的都会笑
没有你在我有多难熬 (没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层 我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到 你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口 让她知道
我一定会呵护着你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔没 让你知道
安静的听你撒娇 看你睡着 一直到老
就是开不了口 让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空 我只能够 远远看着
这些我都做得到 但那个人已经不是我
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Ever had this kinda feelings before...?
This is what T've been feeling and it sucks.
陶喆 - 爱很简单
爱很简单 by 陶喆
忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你真的很简单
爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
i love you~ 无法不爱着你 baby 说你也爱我喔~
i love you~ 永远不愿意 baby 失去你
不可能更快乐只要能在一起做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停用最真诚的心让爱变的简单
我爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择喔~
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我喔~
i love you~ 一直在这里baby 一直在爱你喔~
i love you~ oh yes i do
永远都不放弃这爱的权利
如果你还有一些困惑 oh no 请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着我爱你 yes i do
永远都不放弃这爱的权利
i love you 我一直在这里baby 一直在爱你喔~也
i love you 喔~也
永远都不放弃这爱的权利
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Is love really that simple? I wish I had an answer to that.
忘了是怎么开始
也许就是对你一种感觉
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你真的很简单
爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我
i love you~ 无法不爱着你 baby 说你也爱我喔~
i love you~ 永远不愿意 baby 失去你
不可能更快乐只要能在一起做什么都可以
虽然世界变个不停用最真诚的心让爱变的简单
我爱的地暗天黑都已无所谓
是是非非无法抉择喔~
没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随
那个疯狂的人是我喔~
i love you~ 一直在这里baby 一直在爱你喔~
i love you~ oh yes i do
永远都不放弃这爱的权利
如果你还有一些困惑 oh no 请贴着我的心倾听
听我说着我爱你 yes i do
永远都不放弃这爱的权利
i love you 我一直在这里baby 一直在爱你喔~也
i love you 喔~也
永远都不放弃这爱的权利
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Is love really that simple? I wish I had an answer to that.
