Monday, March 13, 2006
motivation...
mo·ti·va·tion
1a. The act or process of motivating.
1b. The state of being motivated.
2. Something that motivates; an inducement or incentive.
I need some... Someone point me the way to get some can? I have goals in life. Been doing a bit of thinking recently, I know what I want and what I need NOW... But ironically, I still can't get my butt off the chair and work on it.
Recently my mood has became very much yoyo-ish. One moment I can be very very happy, the next, I'm machiam in depression like that. Too much on my mind I reckon. This is not healthy, I need a break... Desperately.
*sigh*
1a. The act or process of motivating.
1b. The state of being motivated.
2. Something that motivates; an inducement or incentive.
I need some... Someone point me the way to get some can? I have goals in life. Been doing a bit of thinking recently, I know what I want and what I need NOW... But ironically, I still can't get my butt off the chair and work on it.
Recently my mood has became very much yoyo-ish. One moment I can be very very happy, the next, I'm machiam in depression like that. Too much on my mind I reckon. This is not healthy, I need a break... Desperately.
*sigh*
Sunday, March 05, 2006
more and more and more decisions...
I hate making decisions. I'll end up screwing up everything in the end.
Don't be mistaken, I am a man who is confident about myself. Well almost everything...
Except on my own personal life. I can't decide what I want, what I need and what should I be pursuing.
School.
Went to the career fair on friday, my options now have been slightly widen.
- PSB Academy (Uni of Western Aust - Commerce, 2Yrs 3Mths)
- MDIS (Uni of Bradford - Biz Computing, 3Yrs)
- Uni SIM (Various Biz and Computing Degs, in general 4Yrs)
- SIM (same as Uni SIM, 3-4Yrs)
All of them gonna have open houses in the next few weeks and classes will start in july or so. *sigh* god help me please... I really really cannot afford to screw things up further. I'm already 25 and still nothing to my name... Show me a sign, pls... ok?
Romance.
Should I be even thinking about that? I am like a lost sheep seeking my guiding star. My mum says I'll need a special someone to change my current life. I agree too, "You want to sponser me 10k to find a nice Vietnam girl?" I asked... *lol*
No, I am not desperate. After all I've been single all my life, all 25 years of it. Maybe things have changed, perhaps I'm desiring companionship... Long story, maybe I'll bitch about it again next time...
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One thing at a time my buddy and my jie jie advices. Oh well, wish me luck. *fingers crossed* =)
Don't be mistaken, I am a man who is confident about myself. Well almost everything...
Except on my own personal life. I can't decide what I want, what I need and what should I be pursuing.
School.
Went to the career fair on friday, my options now have been slightly widen.
- PSB Academy (Uni of Western Aust - Commerce, 2Yrs 3Mths)
- MDIS (Uni of Bradford - Biz Computing, 3Yrs)
- Uni SIM (Various Biz and Computing Degs, in general 4Yrs)
- SIM (same as Uni SIM, 3-4Yrs)
All of them gonna have open houses in the next few weeks and classes will start in july or so. *sigh* god help me please... I really really cannot afford to screw things up further. I'm already 25 and still nothing to my name... Show me a sign, pls... ok?
Romance.
Should I be even thinking about that? I am like a lost sheep seeking my guiding star. My mum says I'll need a special someone to change my current life. I agree too, "You want to sponser me 10k to find a nice Vietnam girl?" I asked... *lol*
No, I am not desperate. After all I've been single all my life, all 25 years of it. Maybe things have changed, perhaps I'm desiring companionship... Long story, maybe I'll bitch about it again next time...
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One thing at a time my buddy and my jie jie advices. Oh well, wish me luck. *fingers crossed* =)
Thursday, March 02, 2006
S.H.E - 不想长大
不想长大 by S.H.E
为什麼就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花
为什麼遇见的王子都不够王子啊
我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马
我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话
为什麼幸福的青鸟要飞的那麼高
为什麼苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药
我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕
我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
已经变得不像他
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
怎麼会爱上别的他
为什麼水晶球里面看不出他在变
为什麼结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡
但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
为什麼对流星许愿却从来没实现
为什麼英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
我当然知道这世界不会完美无瑕
我只求爱情能够不要那麼样复杂
让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好
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Can I can I? If only I can turn back time...
为什麼就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花
为什麼遇见的王子都不够王子啊
我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马
我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话
为什麼幸福的青鸟要飞的那麼高
为什麼苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药
我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕
我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
已经变得不像他
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大後我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
怎麼会爱上别的他
为什麼水晶球里面看不出他在变
为什麼结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡
但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
为什麼对流星许愿却从来没实现
为什麼英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
我当然知道这世界不会完美无瑕
我只求爱情能够不要那麼样复杂
让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好
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Can I can I? If only I can turn back time...
fated or f*cked?
Fate fate fate, this word has been ringing in my head this couple of days. What is it?
Spoke to a good friend today about fate. She thinks that life is about fate and is predestinated. Alamak! If I were to believe in this, I think by now I'll lose all hope in life. I had my palms read once when I was younger. The fortune teller told me I'll have a pretty decent life, BUT he added it'll be a rather short one. Apparently, the 'lifeline' on my left palm indicates that. Oh boy, I'm already 25 years old. Does this mean I'm gonna die soon? Oh no... then I better blog and bitch more then. My only consolation was that he did mention that as life carries on, things will change, so will the lines on my palm... Hmm... maybe I should just take a sharp pen knife and crave some length into my 'lifelines'. *lol*
So what is fate? Fate is a dirty 4 letter F-word to me. So is F*ck. Coincidential? Nah... Life's a bitch but I ain't going down on it.
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Dammit, today supposed to sleep early but my colleague had to drag me into a MSN orgy. *lol* panda mode ONZ!
Spoke to a good friend today about fate. She thinks that life is about fate and is predestinated. Alamak! If I were to believe in this, I think by now I'll lose all hope in life. I had my palms read once when I was younger. The fortune teller told me I'll have a pretty decent life, BUT he added it'll be a rather short one. Apparently, the 'lifeline' on my left palm indicates that. Oh boy, I'm already 25 years old. Does this mean I'm gonna die soon? Oh no... then I better blog and bitch more then. My only consolation was that he did mention that as life carries on, things will change, so will the lines on my palm... Hmm... maybe I should just take a sharp pen knife and crave some length into my 'lifelines'. *lol*
So what is fate? Fate is a dirty 4 letter F-word to me. So is F*ck. Coincidential? Nah... Life's a bitch but I ain't going down on it.
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Dammit, today supposed to sleep early but my colleague had to drag me into a MSN orgy. *lol* panda mode ONZ!
